往另一个天堂起飞-1

三月十八日，雨下得很大，天还没亮，背了包往机场出发。这是我期待很久的欧洲之旅。我想起你。我记得你说过维尼斯的故事。你说那有很乱七八糟的小巷和不知名的桥，还会迷路。现在的我们也是迷了路，联系不上了。虽然我们不再见面了，但我会找到你在那的故事。十一点，飞机起飞。我第一站是英国。十三个小时的旅途，真的很久。一小时，两小时，。。。，睡了醒了，我真的很希望快点到伦敦。 我第一次觉得我飞得离家很远。有想家要哭的感觉。十三钟过去了，我到了。心很忐忑不安，我害怕过不了关。他问了一堆问题又看了我预先定的旅馆和行程，然后就在护照上盖章了。呼啦啦。。过了关，往我的梦想起飞! 春天了，还是很冷，但空气真的很好。高速公路旁的树都是光秃秃的，黄黄的，很寂寞的感觉。 但也会看到一小堆的小黄花，很有趣，是生命的奥妙。兩者的分别蛮大的。沿途两边有小洋房，跟马来西亚的屋子是很不同。这边的屋子，每间都种植物，各自有特别的颜色，很美。远远有山，一片绿色的草地，看到我儍眼。我想留下不走了。

愛在記憶中找你

You will stay in my memory forever.

You are a great storyteller, such a knowledgeable man.
Althought the time for us being together not long.. but it means something to me.
You did stay in my heart once. You made me lost my character to follow your beat.

Dont ever call stupid again :( Do you know it's hurt me?
Most of time, we cant talk nicely in msn.
When we meet, you put some test on me. I always think so hard, to make sure what you wanna ask or know? What is my best answer ? Will my answer suit your taste? Hahahaha....
Do you know, actually i were so tension. I looked like a crown in front of you. No wonder, you said i'm a stupid.

Everytime , you said you blocked me or not meet, i were so sad.

Will we forever like these? I dunno.
I keep telling myself , we are only friend, nothing more than a normal friend.
I try to be not too emotional with what you said.
Be open, be less sensitive and accept.....

Actually, nothing much i can do. I'm tire. So, stay un-move is the wise...

15/10/07 Do you mean it??

You said you will not date or see me again. Do you seriously mean it? What I did ?? I'm confusing. A true friend wont say these. Are you treat me as your friend so far? I'm okay with whatever it is.

Nothing is constant. If i cant fullfill your requirement as a friend, then so regret our friendship last here.

First time, i have disappointment in Friendship. I felt being accuse as a bad pal to be around. I'm not a friendly lady... Haahaha.... too bad for me

Mike, wish you luck. Find your best mate.

God Bless.